The Heavenly Repentance: I am a born from above by Him, for I saw the Messiah יהושע / Yahshua!


                  Ye must be born from above by Him!

3 יהושע / Yahshua answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born from above, he cannot see the kingdom of Elohim (God).4 Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother’s womb, and be born?5 יהושע / Yahshua answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of Elohim (God).6 That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born from above.8 The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the voice thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit. (Jn.3:3-8)

2 But he that entereth in by the door is the shepherd of the sheep.3 To him the porter openeth; and the sheep hear his voice: and he calleth his own sheep by name, and leadeth them out.4 And when he putteth forth his own sheep, he goeth before them, and the sheep follow him: for they know his voice.(Jn.10:2-4)

14 I am the good shepherd, and know my sheep, and am known of mine.15 As the Father knoweth me, even so know I the Father: and I lay down my life for the sheep.16 And other sheep I have, which are not of this fold: them also I must bring, and they shall hear my voice; and there shall be one fold, and one shepherd.(Jn.10:14-16)

26 But ye believe not, because ye are not of my sheep, as I said unto you.27 My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me:28 And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand.
29 My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father’s hand.
30 I and my Father are one  El יהוה / Yahweh . Amen.(Jn.10:26-31)


In 1994 August 22. I came home from a “graveyard” shift and go to bed as usual, about 8 o’clock in the morning. And suddenly I heard and I filled some things amazing. An unearthly voice called my first name in pure Russian., and He called me — “Sereja !”. I been waking and says unto myself, Who is it?
Who called me? And I heard no one, then I felled to sleep again.
A few minutes later, the second time, I heard the same voice – “Sereja !”, and I awoke, Who called me? And I heard and I saw a no one, then I thought, Its probably a dream.
And I felled asleep again. And as I asleep, my body starts to shake and trembling, and I felled from my couch on a floor, my whole body is shaking and trembling, and I open my eyes and I beheld in the corner of my ceiling where I lived, A bright, bright light, excel the light of the sun in its brightness …
And as I looked upon this light, this light illuminated whole my room, and I never saw such brightness in my life. And I heard and I saw, the image of the Holy One of Israel, the Mighty One of Jacob, the Blessed One of Israel. And He came to me a He said to me, “My son, I have died on the cross, because of your sins, for your mother, for your mother begotten you unto death, but I shall give you a life and you shall live forever !”
When I heard His voice, and as I saw His countenance I felled on my face, I wept as never before…
Tears just falling from my eyes on my T-shirt, and I wept, and I wept, and I crying only one word,
“Oh, Lord Jesus have mercy on me !…Oh, Lord Jesus have mercy on me!
And so, I wept and confessed my sin, and crying for His mercy, from 8 o’clock in the morning until 10 o’clock. And when I arose from the floor, my T-shirt was completely wet from the tears of my heart.
And I experienced some things amazing, all heaviness, burdens of sin, guilt, – Left me…
Such a joy, that I have never experienced in my life ever.
And I felt like wings behind my back, and an amazing feeling like, I am not touching even the earth.
And I start to run inside of this room, and gave glory to Yahweh of hosts, to magnify His name …
Oh, this is unspeakable joy, for this is the Heavenly Repentance!
So, as I run in my room, and glorify Yahweh, then I run outside because inside the room was not
sufficient space for me to give thanks and glory, after such a Heavenly-Divine visitation.
I run on the grass of the yard and give thanks and glory and praise -Yahweh.
Oh, it is an unspeakable joy. And then I come home with this Heavenly experienced, and I decide, as soon as Sunday approach I will ask a preacher, that he may give to me an opportunity to bear witness
of this Heavenly blessing. And so, as soon as Sunday approached, they gave me permission to speak.
And I went to a pulpit , and I shared this testimony to the Church with such joy and gladness, that my brothers and sisters should rejoice…. But I saw no respond…
People have not accepted it, and so being disappointed, I went home and the same evening, one of my carnal friends called me and said, “Hey my brother, can I come to you today ?” “Because, we have heard your testimony, and I would share with you some things.”
And I said, Oh yes, Come. And so, he came, we set together and he starts to saying, ” You know, what we heard today it’s ridiculous! You have offended our congregation! You have defiled our congregation, by your foolish testimony! No one ever saw God!
Here is my advice, do not come for a couple of weeks, because many people offended, and they think that you are, lost your mind, or maybe even a mental case…
Therefore hear my advise, stay for a few weeks at home, and then come maybe they will accept you.
Because what we heard today, this is very ridiculous. And I would to ask you, please do not say to no one that I have visited you and share with you this testimony. OK ? See you later brother, goodbye !”
So, he left. So, I was so disappointed, I was so distress, that in tears I felled asleep in all night.
In tears I awake in the morning, my heart was broken, and as I driving my car unto the job site again, I cried to Yahweh and says, “Am I a fool, Yahweh ? Is it all dream?Why do these people not accept Your testimony?Why these people mocked me? Help me, Yahweh !” Then His glorious present falls my car again, and He said to me, “Behold, you have opened your heart very wide, and the Wicked One shoots his arrow in your heart, and your heart is pierced and bleeding. But time shall come and I shall heal you! ”
So, I learned my the first and good lesson;
Not trust men.
Not listen to men .
But, trust El יהוה / Yahweh !
And listen to El יהוה / Yahweh !
For He is my Father !
For He is my Redeemer !
For He is my Savior !
And He is my Master !
Amen !

11 And they overcame him (devil)  by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony, and they loved not their lives unto the death. (Rev.12:11)

Are you a born from above by Him? If yes, may I see your testimony?