Category: Testimony

How the Steel Was Tempered (Russian: “Как закалялась сталь”)
“I would like to live such a life so that it would not be excruciatingly painful for years spent aimlessly …”

I was born and raised in USSR, under the “Iron curtains” of Communist regime religion, with a patriotic indoctrination of ” the bright future of Communism..” One of our National Communist heroes was Nikolai Ostrovsky by his written socialist novel (1904-1936) >
How the Steel Was Tempered (Russian: “Как закалялась сталь”)
“I would like to live such a life so that it would not be excruciatingly painful for years spent aimlessly …”
He sacrificed his life for his belive of “the bright future of Communism…” which never came to pass nor will be fulfilled.
Yet, his famous phrase; “I would like to live such a life so that it would not be excruciatingly painful for years spent aimlessly …” is inspired many millions all over the world, to live and die for their belive of ” the bright future of Communism …”
And ones I said to myself: “…If these people lived and died as heroes for their false Communist – Religion of ” the bright future of Communism…”, how much more I godly, should live and die as all Biblical true heroes for the true ” the bright future of Heavenly kingdom of Yahweh…!”
Amen and Amen, Now my heavenly motto is; “I would like to live such a life so that it would not be excruciatingly painful for years spent aimlessly …” 

Rev 21:7  He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son. 
Rev 21:8  But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. 

”Only the ones whose names are written in the Book of Life will listen and repent !”

 

 

 

The Law of spiritual growing…
For many years I would like to share publicly this my own experience of my spiritual growth,… but only now is the right time.
I was born from above by Yahweh and baptized with the holy spirit by speaking in tongues in 1994…
As a newborn baby in Yahweh, I did seek some godly man that used by God mightily to learn from him, follow him and be like him, and I found my idol > a Panticoastal TV evangelist Benny Hinn. So, I worked for TBN Trinity Broadcasting Network, Santa Ana. CA, in a Pentecostal TV station, the Safety Department. And I attended Benny Hinn “Miracle Crusades”, revival meeting,.. listened to his teaching,.. tried to be like him. But Yahweh saw my foolishness and He called this > “baby spiritual Idolatry”.
And this is norman for all ” newborn babies” to find a godly leader and make him an idol. If you are a godly honest man, then you shall acknowledge and confessed this also, as I doing this now.
For “baby” is still “baby ” and do not know yet, the spiritual law of growth and therefore tried to copy other godly men and follow them. The natural instinct of all creatures’ ” babies” like these Ducklings and Goslings is to follow the first adult Leader. And all of us “newborn baby” did these ” spiritual idolatry”, I was guilty of that also. But as I grow in spiritual knowledge by walking with Yahweh through fasting and prayers and most of all is by obeying His voice. Then and only then the spirit of Yahweh began to open my eyes on my own ” baby spiritual idolatry” and caused me to hate my idols and forsake it. And when I truly Repented /Forsaken my ” baby spiritual idolatry” then Yahweh saw the fruits of my Repentance and only then Yahweh reviled to me, my own heavenly calling.

Each of us (His wheat ) has his/her own heavenly calling which we must fulfill diligently. .. or shall be cast away as the unprofitable servant. And if we want to hear these good heavenly words of our Master on a day of our judgment, then let us do it diligently;
I want to hear this > Mat 25:21 His master said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy master…”
But not this > Mat 25:30 And cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

So, the conclusion is > ” If you want to find your own heavenly calling, to fulfill the will of God for you, then do not seek nor follow the ” idol men”, but seek the face of Yahweh by fasting and prayers and obedience to His voice. For Yahweh is the Caller and He reviled the heavenly secret for those who diligently seek His face. “ Amen.

               “ye shall know them by their fruits…” 

       The fruits of “spiritual baby ”                                                                                     

       A “spiritual baby” is carnal, idol worshiper and led by the Bible(the books), a follower of the teaching of men the Disciples / Apostles blindly, seeking the fellowship of Churches / Congregations, .. have a form of godliness but have no power to live a holy life; fearful of death, abominable, proud, boaster, unrighteous, unholy, unfruitful,..not know Yahweh.

           The fruits of “spiritual man of Yahweh  ” 

A “spiritual man of Yahweh ” is spiritual walking and led by the holy spirit, not idol worshiper nor led by the Bible(the books), nor a follower of the teaching of men the Disciples / Apostles but test them by the spirit, nor seeking the fellowship of Churches / Congregations, but walking along with Yahweh, .. as he speaks with power so also live with power a holy life; Overcomer, fearless of death, humble before Yahweh, not proud, not boaster, righteous, holy, fruitful, .. knowing Yahweh and knowing by Yahweh.

Now answer honestly to yourself, which one are you?  

Do you live and led by the Bible (the books) as carnal (scribes)Pharisee and Sadducee, ..or do you live and led by the holy spirit as spiritual יהושע /the Messiah Yahshua (Jesus) ? 

”Only the ones whose names are written in the Book of Life

will listen and repent !”

 

 

 

 

 

I have a dreadful encounter with > Mermaid/Siren.
At night I went to the bathroom ( toilet) to urinate and after I flushed the toilet a Mermaid/Siren arose from the toilet’s water and she would choke me by my throat to kill me. .. This is my first-time encounter with this female – demon. She has a body like a woman, her skin was not like a fish scale but like a snake scale of shiny pale greenish color. She was cover with such a skin snake scale from her fishtail to the neck. Her hands’ palms were like human hands with like white/yellowish human skin. And from her neck and up all her face looks like a Europian 30 yers old woman face but her face’s skin like with Asian yellow color skin. She has a dark long had hairs .. And honestly, I was shocked to see her and was afraid of her… Only, since I practice daily to live a holy life by hating the sins,  then I was able to fight with evil spirits by calling upon the name of Yahweh, I automatically rebuked and resist her by saying ” In the name of Yahweh, Get thee behind me Satan,..!” And then she descended back to toilet water. ..And so, what I learn it that spiritual person involved in spiritual battles 24/7 =365 days.

Then, I learn from youtube, that the same encounter with Sirens / Demons has many holy-godly men and you and yours may encounter also, be ready to resist and not be killed by Siren and dragged by her captive to Marine kingdom….. Remember; We have only one weapon to resist and defeat our enemy, that is > We must live a holy life by the power of the holy spirit, to become Yahweh’s overcomers as in the book of Revelation, which will empower us to resist and overcoming Demons. The righteousness of the saints is: ” love righteousness and hate iniquity…”
Rev 21:7  He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son. 
Rev 21:8  But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.

LOVE YOUR ENEMY ?
God forbid that I should seek glory for myself nor your donation nor seek to please any flesh.        But I shall declare what the king of heaven Yahweh said to His bondservant.
Hear the heavenly truth of Matthew 5:38-39,43-44 KJV
Does the Messiah יהושע / Yahshua (Jesus) > Loved his enemies, blessed them that cursed Him, did good to them that hated Him, and prayed for them which despitefully used Him, and forgave them? Or He rather said this to do concerning of your neighbor brother Israelite? Shame on you pagan – Tares of Romans religion! Repent of your pagan wickedness and turn to Yahweh before you die in your lies, then your eyes shall be opened by His holy spirit and no one shall deceive you anymore again ;
> Is Judas Iscariot in hellfire or as forgiven by Him and in heaven?
> Is Herod the Great in hellfire or as forgiven by Him and in heaven?
>Is Pontius Pilate in hellfire or as forgiven by Him and in heaven?
>Is two High Priests Annas and Caiaphas in hellfire or as forgiven by Him and in heaven?
>Is those millions of Jews who persecuted and murdered Him in hellfire or as forgiven by Him and in heaven?
> Is ……………….etc.
Mat_27:25 Then answered all the people, and said, His blood be on us, and on our children.
In 70 AD Jerusalem was burned up/ destroyed and many thousands of Jews were killed and crucified as they did to Him.
Luk_19:27 But those mine enemies, which would not that I should reign over them, bring hither, and slay them before me.
Rev 22:12 And, behold, I come quickly; and my reward is with me, to give every man according as his work shall be.

Forgiveness is self freedom.  

THE SPIRITUAL COMBAT WARRIER.
In the natural world, as 2 kings are fighting a battle, the king’s general is looking among all his soldiers for a bravest strongest combat warrior in the frontline, then this man appointed as Centurion, then leader of thousand.. and finally the king’s general. This combat warrior selection principle also applies to the heavenly realm. We only grow spiritually as we engaging in the frontline of war battle. Here is my spiritual growing; Now, I am at FaceBook & Youtube for a few years and I remember at the beginning, as I posted a post or comments and some ” sharp” man confronted me I was not sure what and how to answer it. Then the holy spirit fell upon me as I typing the Answers,.. and as I read back my own replies I was a marvel for heavenly wisdom and sharpness of the holy spirit. For I knew it is not from me nor by me,.. but from him and by him. So, honestly, Today I do enjoy spiritual combat warfare, for by it I became a stronger heavenly combat warrior. Amen.

The Coming of the Son of Man
Mat 24:29  Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens shall be shaken: 
Mat 24:30  And then shall appear the sign of the Son of man in heaven: and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory. 
Mat 24:31  And he shall send his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other. 
Rev 6:12  And I beheld when he had opened the sixth seal, and, lo, there was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth of hair, and the moon became as blood; 
Rev 6:13  And the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a fig tree casteth her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind. 
Rev 6:14  And the heaven departed as a scroll when it is rolled together; and every mountain and island were moved out of their places.