Laura’s Testimony

Shalom, I am Laura from China. Anyone can answer my question: have you been delivered from your sin??
Since you say you worship another name, share it with me honestly without hypocrisy if that name delivered you from your sin.
I worship Yahweh/ Yahshua the true Holy One of Israel who delivered me from sin and here is my born again testimony:

 

Conversation with Joshua Blessed

From: Laura

Hi Joshua,

I read nearly all of your website. I found wisdom in you from Yahweh. Actually, when I prayed to Jesus to show me the truth, then He led me to His real name and your site. I thank Him. Now, I’m not sure if He reborn me again or not. March2013, He changed my heart I thought I knew the truth then not long I backslide until Nov.2014 He pulled me out of my sin then I asked Him of the truth. He is faithful and showed me the truth. There is still one thing I’m not sure from Him.

I was born in a divorce family. I have forgiven my parents long time ago. I went to a church and lived with a guy(I don’t like him just because I was bored at that time to live with him). I had been living with him around 3 years and at that time, I went to the church, my church told me I should marry him, so I married him, I have no idea what marriage is really about at that time. Even during the wedding, I felt no peace. Then March2013 after Yahshua changed my heart I knew I should have ended the relationship with that guy instead of getting married with him in that way. We divorced not long after marriage. It’s been more than 3 years after our divorce.I don’t know if Yahweh want me to reconcile with him or I should stay unmarried. For me, I want to stay unmarried in the rest of my life. I hate the sin I made. I feel no peace to reconcile also.

Hi Joshua,
Yahweh showed me the truth begin with “Jesus is God of old
testament”.He changed me and pulled me out of the sin. I had only once
hear clearly of His voice:the salvation what Paul said is no use if
you don’t do what Paul said. It’s non-audible voice beside me when I
was sleeping.I hope to see Yahweh and hear His voice!!

From: Joshua Blessed

Shalom .
I did read your message , and here is my answer to you;
#1 I am a “born again”, and you can watch my own testimony as my evident to it, and the wisdom of Holy Spirit of promised is upon me. Do you have it ?
If you are not sure of your “born again” experience , that it is the evident that you are not “born again”.
The goal of you (men) in this world, is to be a “born again”! If you are not a “born again”,then you shall be in Hell fire forever with all homosexuals and your “guy”. Would you be there ?
Just type word “hell” in box of www.youtube.com , and you shall see your torment in Hell , forever and ever.
#2 Yes, you have done a heavy sin, and you are worthy to die for it. Do not comeback to that church , nor to your “guy” nor to this an abomination any more.
#3 Today escape to other country or city, or state , as far as possible, and begin a new life by the power of the Holy Spirit. Fest / seek Yahweh’s face and His forgiveness for all your abominations, that you have done.
And if you are indeed hate your sins, and very sorry for it, and not lie , then Yahshua shall visit you personally as me , and you shall “be born again!
#4 Today Stop – watching / read / listen: TV, New Papers, Magazine, Internet,DVD, CD, Musics, ……………….
Now read the Bible daily and cry to Yahshua and praise Him 24/7.
Do as I said to, you and you shall find life and peace. Amen.

From: Laura

Hi Joshua,

I’m not sure about you said escape to other country or city. I live alone now in a city and far away from my parents. Nowadays, I haven’t have any activity except company get together(I try my best not to join. Mostly are eating together ) with others since Yahweh pulled me out of sin. In this case, is that ok I fast and seek Him 24/7 in my room? Really thank you for your email back.

From: Joshua Blessed

Shalom.
Is this your “company get together ” ,and “I try my best not to join” – is a godly people, or they like you?

” Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners”. (1Co.15:33)
If you do not want to live a “clean life “, I am sorry for you.
Do not seek excuse to live your sinful life , but rather a deliverance from it !
You may lie to me , but you cannot lie to Yahweh, for He know all things of you .
And He help only to those who are seeking a deliverance and not an excuse!
Do not waist your and mine time, but – Do as I said.

From: Laura

Joshua, Shalom!

Thanks for your email. I live in China. I was very sure that I was born again on March 2013. Yahweh led me out my church at that time and showed me the truth of the wrong doctrine in my dream. I fast several times, prayed and praised Yahweh during that time. Then one day when I was sang HalleluYah in my room, suddenly like a strong breath/wind blow on my forehead. I didn’t know what it was about. I didn’t know His real name or cared about it at that time. Not long after that, I backslide. Then last Dec. Yahweh pulled me back and when I asked Him of His truth, He led me to His real name and your website. Then one night, I had a vision of demon attack, the first time I had vision. When I was sleeping, demon called me twice of my name, I struggle to turn my head to the voice side then I saw a ugly face with hating emotion, then I rebuke it in the name of Yahweh then it disappeared! Yahweh led me out of the world. I rare see anyone after my work. He gave me this job. It’s a technical trainer position so not much talking to colleagues except the training session,sometime eat together, no other activity except eating. Then I did fast 7days. It was my first time to fast so long.I didn’t hold on strictly, I drank water since the fourth day and slept during night. Then the 7th day, I went out to eat before the sunset(I began to start at the sunset of the first day). I repent of breaking the strict fast. Then today, when I was fast one meal and prayed, I asked Yahweh to let me feel 1%(or maybe I prayed 10%) of what you feel of His Spirit on you on your video. Then suddenly, I felt Him!! It’s my first time to feel Him like this, it’s like a fire but not a fire and also warm, I can feel Him all over me. It didn’t last long then back to normal. I wept! I write this email just after that just want to share with you. And When I was watching your website, I felt blessed with all of it. HalleluYah!

May Yahweh bless you!

From: Joshua Blessed

Shalom Laura-Y.
I have no mare joy, that to hear how Yahweh use me , to bless other people like you!
Consider now, how Yahweh, did show you His mercy and love .
And now I hope, that you will not forget your experience, but rather will love Him back for His mercy on you.
Read the Bible daily , pray / ask Yahweh to be baptize by the Holy Spirit.
Praise His 24/7 .
It is a good testimony, may I publish our communications at my website?
I will not use your real name and email address.
Blessing to you !

From: Laura

Joshua, Shalom,

It’s a miracle again! I was just wondering why you didn’t answer my email and thought maybe you are upset that I didn’t do right and I was just waking up and praying then I received your this email! It’s 7:33am here now. I really thank Yahweh! Of course you can publish it! I’m so happy! I was watching your video about the Shabbat again yesterday night and was blessed a lot!!My spirit was very happy when I was reading your website.

May Yahweh Bless you more!

From: Joshua Blessed

Thanks for your reply.
Please do as I asked you, for you must be baptize with the Holy Spirit, to overcome this world of sins, and live a holy life !

Shabbat shalom Laura.
I did think about you, and here is what I would to ask you;
Could you make a video of your testimony while it is “fresh” in Chinese / English , and publish at www.youtube.com , for the glory of Yahweh. That may other people also seek deliverance as you did. And then please send to me a link to your video.
Believe me , personal testimony is very powerful.
Blessing to you !

From: Laura

Shabbat shalom Joshua,

Actually when I saw your e-mail, Shabbat has just been over here in China for me:) Thanks for asking me to make a video of my own testimony. I wrote this testimony 4.5 hours and read it on my video:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwJ4HbNcOnI . I hope Yahweh bless anyone who watch this video and give glory to Yahweh. I do as what you said to keep seeking Yahweh’s face. Thank you so much!! Hope Yahweh will have mercy on me and baptize me with His Holy Spirit.

May Yahweh bless you!

From: Joshua Blessed

Shalom Laura.
I will watch your video Feb 16.
Blessing to you!

From: Laura

Shalom,

Joshua, I felt Yahweh’s Spirit on me again but why I didn’t speak the Tongues? I feel so happy^^I really want to live a holy life. Even I talked with others with laugh but no topic about Yahweh, I felt not happy in the spirit. Thank you Joshua. I will keep seeking His face.

May Yahweh bless you.

From :Joshua Blessed

Shalom Laura.
Here is the godly advise for you and to others;
If you are filling the presence of the Holy Spirit upon you, then open your mouth wide and praise and glorify Yahweh from all your being.
Then the river of life shall flow from your own mouth !
It is called – The Baptize of the Holy Spirit!
Please do as I said .

From: Laura

Shalom Joshua,

I was led to your website for Yahweh by brother Arthur. Thank Yahweh for everything and all the glory to Yahweh.
Arthur and Gera,
I want to send the communication between Joshua and me to you. May Yahweh bless you:)
HalleluYah!

From: Joshua Blessed

Good, thank you.

From: Laura

Shalom Joshua,

When I was bowing down and praying and praising Yahweh, I felt like fire (very warm) in my chest/heart and sweat. When I had something in my heart I wanted to prayed to Yahweh, then sometimes there would be utterances came out of my mouth that I can not understand but it’s not like the utterances (not the same pronunciation words) you have on your video.

I want to share this with you.

Shalom Joshua,

I also made my Chinese testimony and posted it in my Chinese circle. The ones who sent me messages is all about if I have any church to go? Or in Christian forum, no acceptance voice, all questioning or think I’m heathenism or they think Yahweh’s name is not important, they can use the one they are using now:Yahshua’s Chinese name, or protect the trinity theory and think Yahshua is different from Yahweh. My heart grieve about all these. One “sister” from previous church said I looked like very weary in my testimony, my testimony is too Pentecostal/spiritual (they crown me with a belief title). I know it’s Yahweh Himself led me to today and see His truth.

May Yahweh bless you.

From: Joshua Blessed

Shalom Laura.
Today I watched your first testimony , and left a comment .Good !
Read the Bible and you shall find many answers.
Yahweh is not a copy maker, but He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and you shall speak with other tongues ,as the Spirit gave you utterance. ( not as I do…. )

Act 2:4 And they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance.
Please keep seeking His face, for it is only a beginning of your new life !
May Yahweh bless you more and more . Amen.
But for those who is not agree with you, just say to them as Yahshua said ; ” I am not of this world!”
I do this daily, ….

From: Laura

Shalom Joshua,

When I was praying the day before yesterday. I was also fasting for dinner(I wanted to be near to Yahweh). I spoke tongues for most of the prayer time and I felt Yahweh’s presence upon me. I was rejoicing when I was praying and did not want to stop.

I went back home yesterday. I didn’t plan to come back home this year but my flesh mother called me. I thought I needed come back home since they are my family. I told them about Yahweh but they don’t agree what I said. My mother grasp this world also, she said she believe but she also agree what my family do(burning sticks for dead people). I threw away the sticks today which my father burnt when he went out. He didn’t ask me about it when he came back. I know I can only pray for them.

About the post of my testimony, I replied for a while then I think I can not always argue too much with them. People think I deny “Jesus”. I haven’t see anyone give response on accepting Yahweh/Yahshua’s true name. Yahweh showed me the importance of His name. When people heard I use Yahweh’s true name, they were agitated… Yes, when people said I was strange, then I answered I’m not of this world, this world love ones who belong to it.

Just now, when I was reading about your born again article, I suddenly realized the time of born again is different from the time of baptism of Holy Spirit…I didn’t think about this before…

I have no one near me in life who really accept Yahweh’s truth yet. Thank Yahweh, I am in a phone group of Arthur, Gera and Zette(Arthur’s friend who lives in the same city as Arthur)I see it is truly a narrow road. I thank Yahweh separating me from this world. In home these days, I don’t want to look even a second on the TV screen. My parents live with my elder brother and his family which is a tradition in China. My brother and his wife dosen’t believe. They have two kids who are seized by TV. I tried to tell the little girl about Yahweh and encourage her to pray to Yahweh. May Yahweh have mercy on my family!

From: Joshua Blessed

Shalom Laura.
If any man rejoice over you, that it is I.
I have no more joy in my life , that to see and hear a such testimony as yours . Amen.
I praise my Father Yahweh , for His blessing upon you ….
You do not really know today, what is happen with you now Laura,
“Consider, how many billion people in this world would to have a such expedience as you do, and they do not have it” .
Oh, let Yahweh open your eyes to see it , that you may glorify Him 24/7!
From this time and on , you shall never be the same . For this your own testimony , is a new life in Yahweh.
Blessed be Yahweh for His tender mercy on you Laura.
And now hear me carefully:
#1 Share this you life changing testimony to this pagan world; go to churches, friends, neighbors, former husband, ….and share what Yahweh did with you. Just call you pastor and say , ” I have a Heavenly visitations, may I share it in the church?”By this, you will get more friend and enemy. Speak boldly to every one , with no respect of person. If possible make a good video of your sharing .
Post your new video testimony at youtube.com, and let me see it also.
#2 Now be ready for attack of people and devil:
Devil is a spirit, and he know very good your former pagan life, and your sinful weaknesses.
Therefore, he may come himself or will send to you his servant to seduce you commit a sin again.
Just go to my website and watch again my testimony , “The Overcomers of sin”, and do likewise.
#3 More and more pray in the Holy Spirit , and you shall have more and more new words, and power to overcome this world. Anoint with olive oil yourself ,(or any other oil) you home, doors,widows, fireplace ,… and cast devil from it , by your own word in the name of Yahweh! Then go to your brother’s and to your parent’s home and do likewise. Do not be afraid of no one , let them be afraid of you !
#4 Pray that may Yahweh give you His people for a fellowship with you. More you will share your testimony, more you will have friend and enemy. But remember, that Yahweh is with you ! And you shall overcome all things by His blood. Amen.

From: Laura

Shalom Joshua,

This is my testimony of Baptism of Holy Spirit:http://youtu.be/gMecFD1KrGw. I will share Yahweh’s testimony to this pagan world. Bro Arthur was just baptized by Yahweh’s Spirit yesterday . I feel the joy in the Spirit. Nowadays I’m still in my hometown. My mother grumbled me when I was anointing the home they are living now. I know it’s Satan who are doing this work and let me feel afraid. But I overcame by the power of Holy Spirit. My family want me to come home to work at home.. earn good money..buy a house here…what they are concerning are all of this world but I will go back to Shanghai and continue work there right now. I will continue to seek Yahweh’s face. Thank Abba Yahweh for everything. The devil keep cheating on my mind and tell me it’s nothing that I have been baptized with Holy Spirit and speak in tongues but Holy Spirit tell me He did speak through me.

All the glory to Yahweh.

HalleluYah

May our Father Yahweh bless you

Shalom Joshua,

I use your content of Are you born Again?Have you been baptized/sealed with the Holy Spirit and replace your testimony with mine. I post it as English and also Chinese. May it be ok with you…Because I found wisdom on this subject..before, I was confused on this…Thank you..

From: Joshua Blessed

Sabbath Shalom Laura.
I did watch your testimony.
Sorry, but you did not provide a evidence of speaking in tongues .
Please pray in tongues, worship Yahweh and record it with your video camera , that Yahweh be glorify, and the world may see your prove of it. Just add to this video a clip of your prayer in tongues. That it should be one testimony and one video. I waiting with joy to see your testimony.
You are welcome to call your testimony as you like, for it is not mine but our Father Yahweh ! Amen.

Blessing to you !
(P.S. Next time, try not read from your notebook, but pray to Yahweh that He may help you speak boldly from your spirit.)

From: Laura

Sabbath Shalom Joshua,

Thank you so much for reminding of this. I add my prayer in tongues today to my yesterday testimony:http://youtu.be/TtaP2ibxvQU All the glory to Abba Yahweh. HalleluYah!

May Yahweh bless you

From: Laura

Shalom brother Joshua,

I did anoint my parents’ living place but didn’t get the chance to anoint my brother’s. After came back from my hometown, I anointed my body and room. I did contact church friends and visited their churches, all the church leaders I went didn’t allow me to share my testimony from Yahweh publicly in their church after I shared with them first(every church I went, they asked me to share with them first to check if I can share publicly). They rejected my testimony, one church leader said what I experienced can not be called testimony or they reject to call Yahweh’s name. I also contacted my previous church leader and he asked me to send my content to his e-mail first to let them check then I showed them my testimony video first, he rejected me, he told me the most division among them and me is on that I believe Yahshua is Yahweh Himself which Yahweh showed me at the beginning. I did post my testimony at my Chinese “friend” circle and many blocked me. But I know Yahweh is in control and His people will listen. There’s another church I went before, I contact one sis and we settled down that I would go there and share my testimony with them the week before last week but she answered me that they cancelled their congregation that week. When I contacted her last week, she told me that their congregation also cancelled, then I know one of their member just passed away. I felt sad about that, I didn’t get a chance to share with him my testimony before he passed away.

When I read the Old Testament recently, I feel like my eyes are opened, and I feel Father Yahweh is talking to us-His people. It’s so vivid to me when I am reading. I thank Yahweh for everything and I still seek His face everyday.

Last Sat. because of the company annual meeting, I needed to go to join them (company required), so I could not rest for the Sabbath day which Yahweh blessed. I prayed for that before the meeting, I even prayed that Yahweh Abba cancelled that meeting…I’m still asking Yahweh about this because there will be Sabbath day like this in the future if I continue to have a job in a company in China….

I’m still learning to hear Yahweh’s voice and I did watch the video you posted about discerning Yahweh’s voice. One day when I was fasting and praying, then I heard Yahweh told me in Spirit to tell others what He would tell me, then He told me this:

I am Yahweh your Elohim, who lead you out of Egypt(this world), you can have no other God but me. I’m the host of hosts, I’m the Elohim of the universe. You are my people. Who lead you out of Egypt(this world)? It’s me. Yahweh is my name. There’s no other. Do not be deceived. Because I will not give my glory to other, even the graven images. I am Yahweh, this is my name forever. I will judge who despise my name. I will judge you, who do iniquity on earth. I will destroy you. The whole land. I will declare my name to the nations. You shall know my name. My Spirit is on you and I speak to you, my child. Listen to me, my child. I speak, I hear, I justify people, my people will listen and hear my words because it is I who speak. He who has a ear to hear, let him hear.
All the glory to Yahweh. HalleluYah.

At first, I was hesitate of posting this, then after two days, when I saw Gera’s sharing in our group about she shared Yahweh to others, she saw someone began to using Yahweh’s name, then I felt that urgent and posted what Yahweh told me, I felt the joy in my heart after I posted it.

What I want everyday is feeling Yahweh’s presence and live a holy life by the power of Holy Spirit. I’ll keep sharing my testimony. May Father Yahweh keep strengthening me.

May our Father Yahweh bless you, brother Arthur and sis Gera.

All the glory to Yahweh.

HalleluYah

From: Joshua Blessed

Oh, Blessed be Yahweh !

Thank you Laura.
I rejoice to read your email grately, for it is call the “first love ” .
Abide in this love and still seek His face Laura.
Hear me now please , that it may be well to your soul;
#1 Shabbath is mean – rest (off day), and the rest (off day) was created for you and not you for a rest.
Stay in this freedom and let no one judge you , only do not use this freedom for the lust of the flesh.
Do not be afraid to go on Shabbath to job  site , but let your light shine 24/7 everywhere .
#2 As you can see it now , the people  of this world “church” hate you, hate Yahweh ,and hate your Heavenly testimony. For you are not of them !
Oh Laura , rejoice today with a Heavenly joy, for Yahweh has mercy on you and separated you from this pagan world for Himself. Amen!
  Mat 5:11  Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.
Mat 5:12  Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.
Mat 5:13  Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.
Mat 5:14  Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.
Mat 5:15  Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.
Mat 5:16  Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father Yahweh which is in heaven.
Mat_25:34  Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father Yahweh, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:
Joh_9:39  And Yahshua said, For judgment I am come into this world, that they which see not might see; and that they which see might be made blind.
Joh 15:18  If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you.
Joh 15:19  If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you.
Joh 15:20  Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep yours also.
Joh 15:21  But all these things will they do unto you for my name’s sake – Yahshua , because they know not him -Yahweh that sent me.

From : Laura

Shalom brother Joshua,

I am encouraged by your email a lot. Thank Yahweh. Here is the video I made for what Father Yahweh told me:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfecTd8eMK

 

YouTube Channel of Laura , https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC24PCqtizBPVle6qwHlPcmQ/feed

Do you have a such Heavenly Testimony , as Laura ? Would you have it ?  If yes, then do it as she did !